Jan 9

I feel like I have evened out again. The last few days were mostly 5 with a few difficult moments. Just moments though. not the whole day or a few hours
Yesterday I called and got connected with CHIPA to see if a single case payement could be set up with this therapist. It will take more money than I can spare, but I need to talk to someone about this finally. It isn't easy to find a therapist to take people with gender issues around here. You would think that southern CA isn't the deep south. It is here.  I saw a really cute guy on ftm dating today. closer to my age. Across the country. I am off to see if I can find more postmeno T information.  Besides all the bad stuff that will happen to my heart and blood and bones.

 Yesterday Broc decided to live a little while longer. He ate almost a whole can of chicken..