Alan Cumming sings "Why"

Crush or crushed, I'd like to be him or fuck him? I need a new brain.

Its another one of those days. I just woke up that way. Dreams male and female and both useless. I should use a scale, one to ten. Ten being a final decision.
Today so far a 8 or 9.
I can't wait to get back to work and just bury myself in it. 

 Broc is very sick still. So probably this week I'll put him down. 12 years it's hard, but he is suffering. A few more days to make sure he wont get over it this time.